you've been warned.
I was on my normal 15-minute bus route enjoying what little time I had to rest before the day started, and toward the end I fell asleep.
That is to say, toward the end, I passed the hell out and my head rolled back and slammed against the window.
Hurt pride and a hurt head.
It’s gonna be a long day.
Well, I haven’t been on here in forever, I may as well start with something I see all my friends doing.
1 - Who was the last person you texted?
2 - When is your birthday?
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
4 - What sports do you play?
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
8 - What do you feel right now?
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
16 - Are you happy?
17 - Who do you miss?
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
21 - What is your favorite dish?
22 - Who is your bestfriend?
23 - What is your biggest regret?
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
26 - Name someone pretty.
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
29 - Are you over your past?
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
35 - How’s your heart?
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
39 - Do you have any phobias?
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
45 - Describe your dream date.
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
49 - How long is your longest relationship?
50 - Do you regret your past?
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
54 - Are you a crybaby?
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
59 - Does anyone hate you?
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
61 - What hair color do you prefer?
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
66 - Can you live without internet?
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
69 - Are you a crybaby?
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
71 - Are you a Lil Wayne fan?
72 - Do you study hard?
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
77 - What kind of person are you?
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
81 - What are you thinking right now?
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
87 - Do you have trust issues?
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
92 - Who do you want to marry?
93 - Do you believe in destiny?
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?
95 - How do you look right now?
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?
97 - Have you found your true love?
98 - What should you be doing right now?
99 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Fashion photoshoot next weekend!!!
i wish i was a little bit taller
I wish I could just be heard. Not questioned.
I stole this… yeah.
Apparently you’re supposed to mark out the things you’ve done or something… so here I go. 13. Gotten expelled. 25. Meet someone online in person. 33. Learned to speak another language fluently. (unfortunately not there just yet :( ) 75. Ran away. How exhilarating.
1. Had a beer. 2. Been drunk. 3. Touched a real gun.
4. Done drugs.
5. Wrote on a bathroom stall.
6. Read a George Orwell book.
7. Had sex.
8. Got into a fist fight. 9. Used Twitter. 10. Listened to Lady Gaga. 11. Been in a car accident.
12. Gotten suspended.
14. Got a computer virus. 15. Had a hand-written diary. 16. Been allergic to something. 17. Had a dog. 18. Had a cat.
19. Been pregnant.
22. Camped out. 23. Swam in the ocean.
24. Wore a bikini.
26. Made a survey.
27. Used ICQ.
28. Failed a class for the year.
29. Repeated a grade.
30. Went to summer school.
31. Got the high honor roll. 32. Got the regular honor roll (A’s and B’s). 34. Read an entire book.
35. Recorded my own music.
36. Had an xBox.
37. Listened to Rammstein.
38. Wore fishnets. 39. Bought skinny jeans. 40. Been in love. 41. Hated someone. 42. Been cheated on.
43. Cheated on someone.
45. Did something sexual with someone of the same sex.
46. Practiced Christianity. 47. Worn makeup. 48. Had a cavity. 49. Had surgery. 50. Had my license. 51. Been to college. 52. Graduated high school.
53. Attempted suicide.
54. Worn colored contacts.
55. Painted my nails black.
56. Broken someone’s heart.
57. Had my heart broken. 58. Cried for an hour straight. 59. Lost something very valuable.
61. Got separated from my parents as a kid.
62. Broken a bone. 63. Gotten stung by a bee. 64. Eaten something bad/expired.
65. Threw up from being so drunk.
66. Had to put a pet to sleep.
67. Participated in a swinger’s party.
68. Owned an iPod.
69. Owned an iPhone.
70. Fell for a best friend.
71. Stole a friend’s significant other.
72. Got a computer virus. 73. Went away from home for more than a week. 74. Moved out. 76. Teased my brother/sister. 77. Gotten into a fist fight. 78. Been to the hospital. 79. Had food poisoning. 80. Had a job.
81. Been fired.
82. Lied to a friend. 83. Lied to a family member. 84. Lied to a significant other. 85. Posted a video on YouTube.
86. Started a rumor about someone.
87. Deliberately failed a test.
88. Dropped out of school.
89. Fallen down the stairs. 90. Been skinny dipping.
91. Counted to a million.
92. Counted to a thousand. 93. Ate deer meat. 94. Ate duck meat. 95. Had fast food. 96. Been to church.
97. Been to a synagogue.
98. Been married.
99. Had a divorce.
100. Broken a window.
Apparently you’re supposed to mark out the things you’ve done or something… so here I go.
13. Gotten expelled.
25. Meet someone online in person.
33. Learned to speak another language fluently. (unfortunately not there just yet :( )
75. Ran away.
seeing the future
I’m envisioning the same problem arising on the horizon. Not happening.
Today was wonderful.
I participated in what’s known as Big Event, the nation’s largest one-day service project run entirely through Texas A&M. 16,000 of us helped out around around the BCS area today. My group went to the house of a sweet old couple. We cleaned, hauled, lifted, raked (36 bags worth of leaves), and did a bunch of random jobs all day. I’m tired, I have a headache, and my body is about ready to fall apart. But, it was sooo worth it. The old couple was so, so sweet, and we could just tell how much it meant to them to have people come and help them do things that they’d have a hard time doing.
Today hasn’t been too bad.
Tumblr is for whining, right?
Right. So that’s what I’m going to do.
This has been one of the worst weeks of my life. And the sad thing is, so much shit has happened that I can’t even remember all of it. I’d have to say though that the cherry on top of a bad week was my puppy Scooter dying. He was one of my babies. He was only 2 years old. It’s not fair that HE had to be bitten by a snake and die from it. He was just a baby. And he was always so full of life and happiness, constantly jumping and running around everywhere. Such a sweetie.
And I feel terrible for my other dog, Rollie. He doesn’t do well when he’s alone, and he’s been through this before when my first dog of 9 years, Jodie, died 2 years ago. He’s the dumbest dog on earth. Without a doubt. But I also have no doubt that he’s the sweetest animal alive. He actually knows when you’re sad. He’ll come over and try to cuddle with you. He’s so wonderfully precious, and it’s not fair that he has to be all alone in the backyard now.
I hate this. I miss my Scooter. I also miss my Jodie girl. I feel like I’ve spent a lot of my day today crying. Cause that’s totally what I like to do on my Fridays.
And speaking of it being Friday… that doesn’t help at all. Pretty much none of my friends are available to do anything tonight. After about 7pm, I’m on my own. Normally, this would suck a bit because I’d want to be out doing something, but it would be fine. Today, just the ONE day I’d reeeeeally like to do something to get my mind off of everything, of course, everyone has to be busy. So I’ll probably be stuck in my dorm with not much to do besides listen to my roommate and her boyfriend yell at each other. What fun.
I’m gonna stop bitching and complaining. I’ve started complaining more over the past few days, and I don’t like it at all.